Spring Cleaning

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Now that spring is here, I think it's important to address something. I want to apologize to anyone over the past several weeks that I might have come off as "snippy" or "irritated" or answered with short, vaguely negative sounding replies. The good news is, it isn't you. :) The better news is, it isn't me either. :D Or at least, it's nothing happening in my life to cause it.

See, I'm starting to notice a pattern. Both last year and this year I started feeling really miserable starting sometime around mid-January and it lasting into springtime. Last year I thought it was a fluke, but it happening again this year though makes me think I might have that seasonal affected disorder that a lot of people have* (why is is so funny to me that the acronym for that is "sad"? :XD: ). If I get miserable again next January I think we can call it official, but since it's a pretty common ailment, it does seem likely.

All that said, I really did try to keep from letting it affect my online interactions, but after posting a reply to someone I would look back at it sometimes and think "wow, that sounded kind of aggressive/passive-aggressive/disinterested/annoyed, that wasn't what I intended." So I wanted to mention it on the off chance that anyone thought I was irritated with them. Nope! There's also nothing going wrong for me IRL. Life's pretty good! I was just feeling generally off and it translated into how I replied to people sometimes. Sorry about that, but hey! Spring's here! Things are looking up! I have SO MANY ALLERGIES to get excited for! :rofl:

On the plus side, I've been doing some actual spring cleaning and now I've got all my Barenaked Ladies albums copied to my computer. Nothing cures what ails you like BNL**!

To add a little fun to this post, here's a meme!

Comment and I will:
(1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page.
(2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
(3) Tell you what element I believe you belong to (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.).
(4) Tell you which one of your OC's is my favorite (if you have one).
(5) Ask you a question, and you must answer.
(6) Tell you something I like about you or your art.
(7) Give you a nickname.
(8) Tell you what am I doing right now.
(9) Tell you what food/ flavor/smell you remind me of.
(10) Tell you to do this in your journal too, if you haven't already. You know me, do it if you want to, if not? :shrug:

*So, I grow up and live for decades in upstate New York, where 3 feet of snow is just a normal Tuesday. Then I move south to Maryland where it snows an inch and everything shuts down, and NOW I'm getting this? WTF, brain?!
**Except for "The Flag" and "War on Drugs"...those are just depressing.
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:P well this is a very late response, but it does sound like SAD (and I wonder if they named it JUST so they could shorten it to that). I'm no expert so I can't say for certain, and most people I know with it (myself included) usually end up on the melancholy side more than the snippy side. But I've always understood it to be a seasonal depression, and sometimes that manifests itself as irritation. I don't know how much you know about SAD, but my doctor recommended I get a daylight lamp to use daily when the weather is crappy out. I can't tell you if it really works or not, but on blizzardy or rainy days, 30 minutes under a light bright like the sun usually perks me up a bit. Not everyone likes living in bright light, but I'm the kind of person that loves sunlight.

:) hope you're feeling better now. You might want to try keeping a mood log next time winter hits. Whether you write a big journal entry, or just point form how you feel, and maybe whether you've had an physical or mental exercise, if you've eaten well or not, etc.